Frío...

Necesito sentir el frío...
Necesito sentir que me invada, que me congele toda... Necesito sentirme muerta y con ello, matar la vida que hay dentro de mí... No sentir más, no, no quiero sentir más...

Quiero que el frío hiele mi alma, y poco a poco, pase por mis venas y por medio de ellas, llegue a mi corazón, así pueda parar de bombear y deje de una vez por todas de mandar señales de vida a cada ángulo de mi cuerpo...

Necesito sentir el no sentir, qué significa la ignorancia, qué significa la indiferencia, pero sobre todo, qué significa NO AMAR a la persona equivocada...

Today...

Today I have smiled.
Today I have cried.
Today I have been angry.
Today I have thought.
Today I have loved.
Today I have felt... another day.

Black Cloud...

In these days, I feel like one cartoon character with a playful cloud upon his head, yes, one of those with little clouds which never want to stop raining...

But this cloud which lives upon my head, it isn't a playful one, it's so black and by the moment, it doesn't seem to stop raining on me...

Now I have realized... In these days, there's no wind... That's why this cloud doesn't go away...

Being on Average

I don't know what is being on average...

I like extreme things because it's the only way for feeling and and make people feel... Life is done for living it!! Call me bohemian, call me dreamer, call me whatever you want... But I don't regret about anything, all suffering has been good suffering, all the love I have given without receiving has been good love... And why? 'Cause I can say that I have felt, and if I can feel, it means that I'm alive...

Happiness

Happiness is a state and not a feeling...

I'm living my life just only for looking for a state of happy emergency...

But I'm sure that I will find it, and when the moment arrives, I will explode in millions of joy particles, so everybody will be astonished, blinded and be touched by my happiness, and I will be able to say that my dream comes true, the world begins to be a better place for everyone, and for me too...

Words...

Words...

Words help you to know better the one you love...

Words give you so much... but they can take off too...

Words, those ones that you are waiting for and never come...

Words are swept by the wind... they are fanciful and changeable...



At the end, words can make you feel so empty and you'll need contact, one gesture...
Just for believing that the loved one isn't an illusion... a dream that never came true...

Conjugated Love

I have loved...

I loved...

I loved...

I loved...

I love...

I love...

I love...


I love... But where are you?...

You forget the future tense...

...

I will only love him...